on the 16th of November 2009 i became a christian
it was one of the most unexpected and amazing days of my life and alot has changed since that day.
i am now happier than i have ever been.
during the coarse of this year i will be graduating st mellitus and leaving my home church to work with young people somewhere else. i don't know where that is or what that looks like yet , and that's terrifying for me.
the idea of leaving the only church i have ever known and going to live away from of the home i have lived in on and off since the age of 13 is scary and it makes me feel way to much like i have grown up and become an adult (when did that happen , and how the heck do i make it stop)
but what i love about being able to look back at the last six years is that i have been allowed to make my mistakes , and learn from them. with a whole bunch of people behind me telling me i have the ability to get back up
this year feels like the first year that safety net id being taken away from me. but thats not true
i just get to show them now that their investment was worth the while
lots of love
Lauren
xxx
